情定愛琴海

        中華職棒，他的觀眾的確被MLB給搶走了一些，但政府有沒想過到底是為什麼會這樣？是不是大環境不佳造成的？還是精彩度不夠？還是球員技術沒進步？還是涉放水案造成的？為什麼這類的事情一而再在而三的發生在中職？難道就沒有解決之道嗎？政府應該好好整頓職棒環境，如果在不好好整頓的話，不用說台灣職棒會消失，說不定連中國大陸的棒球都將會超過我們！從兵敗北京奧運就可窺知一二，大陸的棒球水準跟台灣的水準正逐漸拉近中！也難怪所有好球員都寧可到國外闖蕩，如果有機會的話，因為在台灣打球，球員們看不到未來，薪資又比人低，不往國外跑，那留在台灣做什麼呢？也難怪有人不願意加入中華職棒，寧可留在業餘球隊生存，政府跟球團都已經意識到這種問題，可是為什麼不好好重視、改革一番呢？一定要兄弟象放話說明年球季可能解散，才要緊張嗎？就算緊張了，依然沒有改革的意願。政府跟球團真該好好檢討，特別是政府單位，不要老是只是紙上談兵而已！這樣對球員、對球迷是很不公平的，也不要老怪球迷為什麼只看MLB，更不要怪球員為什麼只想往外跑，自己該好好想想才是！

        此次大陸海協會會長陳雲林訪台，造成的轟動實在不可小覷！在抗議之外，竟然跟警察發生了推擠，由此看來，警察加派警力是正確的選擇！也許很多人抱怨這只是在浪費納稅人的錢，但是這些反對中國的納稅人有沒想過，到底是誰逼的政府必須加派警力保護他們？如果不是他們激進的行為，對人身造成危害，警方需要如此大費周章嗎？的確，這麼大費周章的確確實實的是一種浪費，但這是有必要的，因為台灣人民不夠理性！抗議是民主國家老百姓的權利，但我們不能讓這種權利，變成是將暴力行為合法化的途徑，更何況這種情況還是議員帶頭的，一個議員若不能以身作則，只能以身作賊的話，那這種議員不要也罷！不規勸就算了，還要帶頭起哄，實在不得了。民主不是這樣的，如果所謂的民主就是可以剝奪他人的權利、侵犯他人的生命財產，那這是什麼樣的民主？看在大陸眼裡，原來在台灣所謂的民主，就是可以動不動就侵犯他人、甚至是他人的生命財產，那跟在大陸沒有人權的日子有什麼不同？唯一的不同，是國際社會會抨擊大陸沒人權；相反地，國際社會會讚揚台灣的民主。但兩者之間的行為，到底有什麼多大的差別？這就好比美國老是抨擊恐怖組織對其進行恐怖攻擊是一種非人道的行為，那美國毫無理由的攻打別人，又是什麼樣的行為？難道跟恐怖行動不一樣嗎？說到底這都只是自尊心作祟而已！因此，一樣都是不顧他人的權益，這又是什麼民主呢？如今台灣的民主，再也不是民主，而只是一個讓暴力變成合法化的假象民主罷了！即便稍有推擠是正常的，但在台灣發生的頻率，足以跟全世界各個民主國家的總和相媲美，也或許是有過之而無不及啊！

        今天，就是美國總統的大選日子，這是第一次，可能也是最後一次，伴隨著美國人在他人國境之內，看著當地人投票！其實美國雖跟台灣一樣，都是民主國家，可不同的是選舉模式，台灣是直接民選總統，美國則是間接民選總統。為什麼說是間接？因為他是透過所謂的選舉人來投票，超過半數者則當選，因此即便是在民調中得到高支持度的候選人，也不一定會當選總統，在美國，民調只是純粹的當參考用！現在可期待的是，是親台的共和黨獲勝，還是親中的民主黨獲勝呢！中午前就可以揭曉答案了！

        陳雲林這次來台，實顯兩岸的互動有長足的進步！台灣正好可藉此機會，像大陸宣揚民主的好處！可是讓我不解的是，何以總是有人反對這樣的一個互動，對岸政要人士來台，就是賣國、就是不愛國，那什麼樣的情況才是愛國？立法院吵架？陷台灣於危險中？政黨對立？沒錯，大批動用警力、清空機場，這不是一個民主社會應該出現的，但這樣的會談，實凸顯兩岸正朝穩定的方向前進，千萬別忘了，兩岸三地唯有合作，才能讓自己變得更強！為什麼要反對？是不是因為認為有美國在背後撐腰？講實在話，美國只是為了控制台灣成為盯住大陸的前哨站而已！其實當年要不是冷戰、韓戰的爆發，美國早早就犧牲台灣、放棄台灣了！大家可以反對，因為台灣是民主國家，但不是激進的反對，這反而只是讓大陸覺得，是不是台灣因為民主的關係，所以才會發生這些激進的行為！相比美國，大陸的企圖很明顯，就是企圖統一台灣、只認一個中國、若有必要則動武，這我們是可以防範的！但美國呢？表面上遵守台灣關係法、表面上幫助台灣，可是這都是虛偽的，真的目的呢？又有誰知道呢？就像前面所講的，台灣只有充當門戶的作用而已，如果沒有這個優勢，美國根本不會裡我們，這樣的一個目的，誰能看的清？只是一昧抱著美國大腿，還不如好好想想台灣未來的走向，去面對一個有清楚明確的威脅，要來的實在！

        Recently, you absent from tutor frequently. Why? Sometimes it could not count absence. I do not understand why it happened often. It could not happen before. Everything has changed since your friend came here. You are not a person to whom I am familiar. Maybe you have your own reason. I say that only because I miss you. I just want to see you. I never require anything. Only give me a chance to see you and see if you are good or not. Is it over? But why?

        I am so jealous of you because you are close to your friend and invite him to come here even live in your apartment. Perhaps he has no place to live, so you ask him to live with you. I am still jealous of you. I hope I could be your close friend as your friend whom you invited. It happened at least two times, and each times he stayed here at least a week. Last time he even stayed for three weeks. I still fake a smile when seeing you and your friend together, but you would never know it.

        I saw you, but I also saw you with whom you stay. I do not understand why you always specific flied to LA for him and come back with him. If you do not like him, why do you always do that? However, if you like him, why do you not always admit he is your boyfriend? Everything you do or did, it always make me uncomfortable. I cannot tell you my feeling. Insidiously, you hurt me again.

        Today is a rainy day. My mood also follow it to go down. Maybe someone else would say that I should not do that. But actually I do. Different method from waiting for you in library, I have been waiting for you on MSN. You are rarely online in last few weeks. Probably you are busy as you said. Probably you go out with somebody else because you never absent the tutor, but the tutor stopped on Thursday and Friday. I have thought about the conversation between you and someone else during barbeque one week ago. It make me think that you like him and date with him even though you said he is not the style. I do not exactly know the meaning. I have tried to believe you, but I, in fact, start doubting you. What should I do? Each time I think about that key, my heart is getting hurt.

        I still not see you today. Many times you do not have tutor. Why and when does it change a lot? Once you come every day whether you have another plan or not. You still come. Why? I stay in library and wait for you. I think you would come, but I was wrong. Everything has changed, hasn't it? I just wanted to see you even it is a moment. The simple expectation does not easy to achieve.

        Wednesday, we had free lunch in BSM church. Actually, it held every Wednesday and it is an international lunch. While I was having my meal, an American guy talked to me. It is not big deal. Yet the strange situation is that he spoke Chinese to me and I spoke English back to him during entire conversation process. He likes learning everything about Chinese culture includes language. In fact, there are a lot of American people like to learn Chinese culture involves my ESLI teacher, not only him. Some of them even had lived in China or Taiwan for many years. Fortunately, his pronunciation is not bad although some words I still not understand. However, yesterday, the same place with another free lunch, we saw a video about China because of god. At the beginning of the video, a Chinese children say "Welcome to China" in Chinese. The funny things is that I did not understand what he said in that video unexpectedly. What is going on with me?

        This afternoon, you did not come to library for tutor. I was waiting for you and hoping to see you. Time was passed, and you did not appear. At that moment, I thought too much. I could not think why you did not come because your teacher was there. Doing my assignment and waiting for you coincided. Yesterday, y'll finished early. It surprised me because they rarely finished early before on Wednesday even though you do not stay with them. Each time you finish in irragular time, I always think why you do that. Are you going to date with someone else? Are you going to meet someone else? Or do you have another plan? Many things disturb me. I cannot control my thought. Just think a lot.

        Yesterday, you met me in library because you have tutor every afternoon. Before you started, you came to look for me even though I focused on my OB assignment. You told me if I have calculator that used in engineer. I told you I do not have this one. Through this conversation, I almost could not pay attention to my assignment. I missed you. Although I hoped I could help you to get one calculator because you said you need to buy new one, I actually cannot. Each time you look for me only because you need some help. Except last time you called me to accompany you to have a supper. Why? To other friends, you sometimes look for them to chat with them, but to me, you rarely voluntarily look for me to chat. Because of this reason, I have no idea now. What should I do? And what can I do?

        Today, organizational development does not only limit in one country. It has developed from one country to another. In other words, today is globalization of the time. Under this situation, managers cannot control a company like before. That is, everything cannot be under control by a person. The concept of centralization will not suit current time anymore. Managers have to suitably distribute power to their subordinate of the managerial order such as departmental managers. Based on this reason, the result of the personal network is going to be important in managerial world. In order to reach personal network, leaders could deliver three unique advantages: private information, access to diverse skills sets, and power.
        First of all, private information is one of three advantages leaders have to pay attention. Why is private information important? As this article mentioned, Microsoft would be successful according to its program code belongs to private information even though some people hope Microsoft can make operating system program openly. Of course, it is not only one thing Microsoft owns private information. Nevertheless, unlike Linus system, Microsoft still insists on its original policy that keeps its important information to be completely private in order to maintain their competition advantage. We also have no question about Microsoft’s information security without opening their private information. Here is another example about Taiwanese industries which manufacture 12 inch wafer. Many of which have tried to move to China because there have tremendous market and low human cost in China. In addition, some companies hope they also can transfer this technique to China based on this reason. Yet our government prohibits this application because manufacturing 12 inch wafer is Taiwanese advantage. If Taiwanese lose advantage within this field, how does Taiwan deal with challenge from China even from other countries? This is a serious problem. Although the managerial method may differ between business and nation, some of ways are still alike.
        However, diversity of skill sets is another indispensable element to effectively manage a company. Some successful products come from leader’s or maker’s idea. It is not innate ability. Actually, creative is a precious asset for managers. While possessing this valuable asset, a company could create extreme value based on leaders’ creative. Of course, cooperation is another path to collect excellent ideas from partners or colleagues. This kind of route could also support leaders to make decisions to make the company stronger. Why does creation generate considerable benefit? Due to the present time that is different from before, many things have already changed a lot such as managerial methods and types of the corporations. At the same time, no matter what people’s roles are, each of whom is one unit as a machine. Sometimes their idea may be better than leaders’. When this situation happened, leaders could make a comparison between each people who offer their own idea and thought and pick up the best one which is good to company.

        One or two weeks ago, I rode bike through your apartment every day because we had road close. Although I rode bicycle through your apartment because of this reason, I also did it on purpose. However, I still ride my bike through your apartment every day even though it has reopened few days ago. Also, while riding bike through apartment, I always ride slowly only because I would like to have fortunate opportunity to meet you. Despite only once I met you there and I reached my purpose, I still hope I can meet you there more than one time. That's one of my assignments every day. In addition, sometimes I do not go to library every day, because of you, I insist on going to library every day in order to see you. Of course, you do not know these matters at all. I think it is not right time to let you know everything that I do it every day.

        Today, actually since last Saturday, the conversation between some friends and you always stay in my mind and my brain. Yet your dialogue deeply affect my mood. I want to see you, but I also want to avoid you because I have a special feeling for you. And I, I do not know if I can tolerate pain or not. My heart was getting hurt. It does not know how to stop it at all. The more I miss you, the more painful I get. Now, I hate the friends who joke with you. However, I was not sure whether or not it is true. Seriously, I am so painful. I hope it is not true, and I do not like their attitude for you. I do not know how to help you because I do not know which identity I am.

        I would like to be released. I look forward to being rescued. I prefer to be told that I have no chance. I would rather you told me you dislike me or hate me than we go on keeping this illegibility relationship. However, yuo never did one of them. You still think we are good friends. I am your classmate. Sometimes you do me a favor, sometimes I give you my hand. What is happening to our relationship? What is happening to me? When someone else ask me "Howdy", I always respond them "Good", "So-so". And then the result? The truth? The fact? It is oppsite of my answer. No exception. I just need to be released. That's all for me.

        I do not understand why the treatment between some friends and I is totally different. They praise you and joke with you, and you do not feel uncomfortable. However, I do similiar things and you do not feel comfortable. In addition, I did some similiar things before, but you always utilize the same attitude to me. It means you dislike me or hate me, don't you? Yet I remember you ever told me that most of things you can directly ask me because we have an excellent relationship. But why? I still confuse that. And you probably cannot explain to me. I think you really dislike me. Maybe you just fake. Today I pretend to smile and force me to smile. I drink three cans of beer because I would like to be drunk and then I do not need to think about many things about you. But what about the result? Of course I am not drunk. I am not dare to let you know my feeling for you. It is not allowed as I said before. Would you mind teaching me how to do?

        Yesterday, as I said the article below this one, we had a supper together. Dining together is my ideal dream especially only you and me. Each time we dine out that only you and me will be my deep impression and memory. I think that I will not forget forever. However, like few days ago, your attitude for me is not really good. I still wonder why. Based on this reason, I sometimes think that I mess up something so that something else is not right. It seems to be a shoddy and terrible matter. Actually, it always seems to. I have no idea at present time. The picture is always in my brain and run around it like earth orbit the sun. It does not run away. I dislike you are friendly toward my another friend. Am I selfish? Probably yes, probably the answer is negative. Of course I hope the answer is positive. At this time, I still need to ask me whether or not I am dangerous because I am to be this kind of guy. It is not me. I even cannot realize myself anymore. How scary I am. What is happening? Something changed me.

        Today, after you finish your class, you come to my house to cut my hair. I think I may be the only customer for you. I believe that it is the only one chance of staying together. Also, it is the only one opportunity to have supper together. Both of these chance only you and me can stay together. At this moment, nobody could disturb us even though I know you have no particular feeling that is the same as mine for me. I do not have one more chance that only you and me can stay together. Therefore, I am always waiting for this day. I hope the day could come soon. I must manage my feeling for you, but I cannot control my feeling of thinking about you. My birthday had already pass. However, one of my birthday wishes is that you can be happy and healthy every day. If you are happy and keeping in health, those are enough for me.