情定愛琴海

        Yesterday, as I said the article below this one, we had a supper together. Dining together is my ideal dream especially only you and me. Each time we dine out that only you and me will be my deep impression and memory. I think that I will not forget forever. However, like few days ago, your attitude for me is not really good. I still wonder why. Based on this reason, I sometimes think that I mess up something so that something else is not right. It seems to be a shoddy and terrible matter. Actually, it always seems to. I have no idea at present time. The picture is always in my brain and run around it like earth orbit the sun. It does not run away. I dislike you are friendly toward my another friend. Am I selfish? Probably yes, probably the answer is negative. Of course I hope the answer is positive. At this time, I still need to ask me whether or not I am dangerous because I am to be this kind of guy. It is not me. I even cannot realize myself anymore. How scary I am. What is happening? Something changed me.