情定愛琴海

Sometimes

I don't wanna do something

And

BY2_Don't Go Away-English Lyric Version

Looking through your eyes
there’s nothing to hide

        NBA official claim couple days ago that they intend to hold oversea first-ever game in Taipei, Taiwan. When hearing this news, I feel so happy. I would like to see live NBA game, but I actually am not because I am in the United States at that moment. Watching live NBA game for international students, especially for international Taiwanese students, is kind of assignment that students have to do every year. In other words, it is necessary. Although the competitive teams are Pacers and Nugget and I do not really like both of the two teams, it is a good opportunity to watch it. Right now, it disappoints me because I am going to be out of Taipei. I never see it in the United States before and I have no chance to see. So sad even though the ticket price is very expensive. I am still willing to pay it in order to make one of my dream come true.

Yesterday

Insects are less and less

Today

        Oh~ gosh. Stop coming into my house. I do no longer want to battle with insects and bugs every day which get in from outside. Who could kill them for me? So crazy. Does anybody have any idea about killing these insects? I would like to stop them coming into my house. Yesterday, I finally figured out how these bugs get in. They come in through the space where surround the door. The door does not exactly match the wall. There is a space where the manager always could employ to send a letter into my house. Human is clever. However, so are insects. I am going to die if I still fight with these bugs every day, every night. I need some help and solution. I have small cockroaches with different colour. I also have small spiders. I have mosquitos, also. And what is next? Please do not come anymore. I cannot tolerate.

        北京政府，又要開始壓榨人權了！當權者打算開始嚴格控管個人電腦，講的好聽點，就是防止未成年者進入一些有害身心的網站；然而講的難聽點，無非就是想控制網路言論！既然中國可以全體國民抵制他們不滿的國家，為什麼所有個人電腦廠商，無法全部抵制中國市場！只要有一家廠商妥協，就會有其他廠商跟著妥協～而妥協之後，就是一種無聲的支持中國政府監控個人電腦的行為！我也提過，體育歸體育，商業歸商業，政治歸政治！這的確是應該要劃分清楚的！但當彼此間連上一條線的時候，就不是這麼的能夠分清楚了！如果國際廠商能跟台灣的政客一樣，那大陸一定會緊張，因為分得很清楚；相反的如果台灣政客能跟國際廠商一樣，以商家的未來前途為優先考量，那麼台灣現在的實力絕對不只如此！

        Tomorry, the water will stop being provided from eight in the morning to probably at night. Because manager find someone to change our hot water system. What should I do without water? I have no idea. Perhaps I would dine out for lunch and dinner. If I cook, I would not have water to wash my dishes. How about other things? Still, I do not know. No water for toilet, no water for shower, and no water kitchen. I just hope they could finish earlier; otherwise, I may take a shower Wednesday morning if they is not going to finish changing hot water system until night. However, I predict I may not use it until the day after tomorrow because people never work effectively unless talking about money. Oh~ gosh.

沒錯

這就是我一直在說的

Wretch blog took some function out

I dislike it

It cause me inconvenient

        Over past days, I talked to a person whose current job is legislator of KMT (Kuomintang) is a candidate of Tainan County. Our dialogue is about some infrastructure and how modest a well-known person should has. I do not know how I got to his wretch blog. Suddenly, I find out that the topic in his journal does suit me to discuss with him. I also understand how much Chuan-Chiao, Lee does for the residence of Tainan County. While seeing this news, it hooks me to trust our government again because the legislator did a lot of stuffs for people. I am so happy to hear that. At least I know that not all politicians did nothing for Taiwanes people. Additionally, I glad to talk to him because he would not forbid giving some comment and suggestion. Therefore, I could judge and criticize.

My Accounting 6305 course

It's syllabus

Changed

More information I need

More detail I would like

Information and detail

        Today, it is time to begin my summer class. Even though it is just an online class in summer 1, I still feel stress. Whatever, I have to overcome every difficulty. It is my business and it has to be. The only benefit is that I do not need to get to school until the summer 2 course begins. At least, it may make me feel different. Therefore, I, although, have no idea about writing journal on first day. I only know that I have to because I think I need a new start in this time. New start could aid me to go through everything. Exactly, I need it because it is necessary for me to do it even if I do not know what I write and what I would like to express. Just...something's happening at this moment. That is it.

        My preious roommate is pretty selfish. Because I moved to new apartment couple weeks ago, I would like to take the microwave oven to my new apartment. However, he told me he still needs it to microwave the meal. I said yes, but I am wrong until recent days. Why? I asked him to clean it for me after finishing microwave meal; he, however, did not do it and pretend nothing to happen. He left the dirt in microwave. What happened to his word? I do not understand at all and he never keep his word in his mind based on his selfish personality. Right now, I will not expect him who never do housework before to clean it anymore because he never put more spirit into cleaning environment let alone he may not know how much clean I would like to have. Therefore, I decide to clean it myself. Fortunately, I am getting rid of him gradually. I hate and dislike this feeling. I waited this time for a long time and I am going on waiting for the opportunity. How the hell is this person?

        這也太奇怪了吧！疏失？真的是疏失嗎？真的是誤看嗎？一個那麼大的槍機，會這樣就不見嗎？每次交接時，每次打完靶時，清槍都是清假的嗎？清槍過程中部都有一步驟為：送上槍機，然後就是最後的連二擊發！那這個步驟呢？怎麼可能都沒做！槍機，會這樣就不見，實在很難讓人幸福～！如果槍機不見，怎麼把槍機固定在後？怎麼送上槍機？怎麼擊發在擊發？單位為什麼都沒確實做到檢驗，而且後面的使用者，怎麼會都沒發現？既然這樣，是否意眛著這個單位的太草率！此外，單位把教召人員叫到外頭，然後進行個別的行李搜查，實在是侵犯隱私～！如要搜查，何以不讓教召人員把私人物品到出來呢？對於剛入伍的新兵都能這麼做了，何以教召人員卻無法這樣執行？單位是否執行過當？我想是必然的！不只單位，就連使用這把65K2步槍的士兵，其實也很讓人訝異！到底使用該槍械的人員，是怎麼擊發的？軍械士官竟然也沒做事後的檢查，也實在是很離譜！打靶完，軍械士官不是都要負責作槍械維護保養的嗎？

        This afternoon, I went to my advisor's office to take my blue card. After that, I went to registration office to register and pay tuition. When paying tuition, I found that the tuition is so expensive because I only take one class for summer 1. It costs $1,686. It is crazy. I have no idea where our tuition is spent. The rate of unavailable computer or internet in the library is pretty high. The computers and internet are very horrible. In other words, it is out of order frequently. Each facility is also terrible to use. They spent money on building bell tower and rebuilding another new logo in the corner of the 23th Ave. Why? I think they college spent money on wrong place. That is students' money. They do not want to make all software stronger. They just want to make college good-looking. In my opinion, this action just waste students' money.

        如同我之前所暗示的，台灣的全球競力排名，一舉大幅衰退十名，落後給中國、香港、新加坡，除了海島型貿易型態外，政黨惡鬥才是競爭力大幅滑落的主因！台灣的政客，應該要去設法解決，而不是把權力用在不對的地方！權力越大，就越應該謹慎行事！然而，我所看見的，卻是魯莽的行為！這種行為，一直在台灣政治圈內流串，好像鬼打牆一樣，找不到一個出口，只能任其自行流動！這實在很要不得！此外，台灣最引以為傲的IT產業以及代工項目，也因為這波的金融風暴，大幅降低了出口貿易！在國家如此一蹶不振之際，綠營陣營卻一心只想著馬政府是否賣台、是否一心倒向中國的懷抱，這種心態實在是很要不得！報告指出，由近幾年的國際競爭力排名，可看出端倪，台灣極度有可能陷入一個很難再度崛起的窘境！隨著這波的危機，國外的採購單遲遲無法像全盛時期那般，源源不絕的湧入！此外，政治不安定的因素，也都大大的降低了外資投資的信心指數！反觀中國，除了低成本（目前應該有提高趨勢）之外，最吸引外資的就是市場大與政治的穩定！現在的台灣應該是想著如何借用80年代的經濟發展計畫，去擬出一份適合現在這個環境的經濟發展計畫！當然啦～或許有很多方面是不能夠再沿用的，但為什麼就不能好好的省思呢？藍綠的惡鬥，就好像發生內戰一樣，徹底摧殘了台灣的經濟發展！如今，外資對於台灣政治不穩定的考量，已經不太可能再回到經濟奇蹟的時代那樣的大量投資！國民兩黨，實在不該如此對待的台灣，如果這就是愛台灣，那我也無話可說！經濟衰退，直接影響GDP的數值、經濟成長率，一旦長久下去，台幣的價值勢必大大委靡，難道這也是國民黨與民進黨所謂的愛台灣嗎？那我依然還是不予置評啊！到如今才又更深的了解到，原來這樣的行為舉動，才是愛台灣！而一心想為台灣好、想救台灣經濟的政策，卻被歸類為不愛台灣！試問，這樣的台灣，真的值得我們去愛嗎？如果真的只是短短幾年的亂鬥，或是民主才剛起步三年、五年，那當然還說得過去、那當然是比較Make Sense，可是台灣的民主幾年過去了？所呈現出來的結果，有比較好嗎？我看壓根就是每下愈況吧！如果較差結果顯示的同時，台灣的民主情況有逐漸好轉跡象也就算了，還可以睜一隻眼，閉一隻眼！可是現在台灣的情況，真的又能如此嗎？

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        台灣的民主，真的已經變了質了！不論誰當家，我所看到的台灣政治，不是政府怎麼為國家而努力，而是在野黨煽動百姓走上街頭，對執政黨嗆聲！好像台灣的民主，根本不是以三民主義為基準，而是以走上街頭的大遊行為基準！不論誰當家，在野黨永遠有反對不完的可笑理由！與其這樣，還不如倒退到以前解嚴時期，起碼那時台灣的經濟如日中天，締造了台灣的經濟奇蹟。政黨的單一化，也沒有這麼多的亂象；如今的台灣，也締造了台灣的奇蹟，不過是一群不自量力的政治奇蹟！放眼世界，有哪個國家如台灣一般，幾乎每年就至少一次嗆執政黨的街頭大遊行！這個還是個奇蹟啊～！新聞的管制，政黨的單一化，彷彿成了台灣最應該走向的目標！眼下台灣所有的亂象，皆因於媒體的自由度過大，政黨的多樣化！一個好的資本主義制度，可以讓國家永續長存；一個糟糕的資本主義制度，可以使國家走向在也無法興盛的衰敗時期！看看美國與中國，美國雖然很自由，但也不會發生年年街頭大遊行；看看中國，雖然是一黨專政的共產主義，但現在能救世界經濟的就是世人所唾棄的共產主義！沒錯，各有各的優缺點，但在台灣身上，彷彿看不到一個民主國家該有的優點！言論自由使得在野黨充分利用此權利製造台灣混亂的局面；經貿的開放使得台灣經濟跟隨美國快速大幅下滑，各方面的成長率皆屬於Negative狀態，不然就是趨近於零；政黨的開放並未迫使在野黨達到監督執政黨效用，反而一再的為反對而反對；集會的自由讓在野黨隨意利用，從未為民眾爭取所需！可憐的台灣民眾，早已經淪為各政黨的犧牲品還不自知！對台灣真的是死心了。千萬不要怪說不愛台灣～！在愛台灣的同時，民眾是否想想台灣是否值得愛！現在的台灣就好像一個被判死刑且毫無悔意的殺人犯，在老百姓眼中，這種人很該死，因為他嚴重影響社會治安，而且一點悔意都沒有，所以這種人不應該原諒！對照台灣現下的各政黨，難道不是一個這樣的情形嗎？要得到別人的愛之前，自己必須先愛自己，如果一個人都不愛自己了，何來愛他人呢？每次講到這種事情，心裡只有四個字：可悲與可恥。真的～台灣真的應該好好的檢討，別再來亂了！或許，這跟台灣人民並未經過重大歷史事件有關吧！因此才會不懂得珍惜民主的價值！美國人民歷經無數年，千辛萬苦從大不列顛帝國逃到新大陸，接而又發生許多內戰，因而美國人懂得珍惜民主，即使美國只有兩三百年的歷史；日本，經歷兩次世界大戰，加上本土的兩顆原子彈的投放，使得現在也很珍惜民主制度；香港，回歸後才發現原來民主的可貴之處，可是已經在也來不及了，即使回歸前並沒有什麼的亂象存在！而台灣呢？大家一定會說我們也被日本殖民過啊？沒錯！但最初開始被殖民的，根本就不是民進黨所說的本省人，而是我們所謂的原住民！在沒有經歷太多種種外來的壓迫，台灣人民壓根只是在汙辱民主制度！那中台之間的幾次砲戰呢？這還不足以讓台灣人醒悟，因為上述的幾個地方，幾個國家，都是歷經了世界大國的迫害，才衍生出的民主社會！

        Today, I finally move all stuffs to my new apartment, Mcaslin Apartment, from old one, La Paloma Apartment. Because of help from my friend, I done moving. Next step is to clean my living-room, kitchen, and bathroom up, but it is not today's business. I am tired. Additionally, my friend gave me a ride to Wal-Mart to purchase everyday goods. I also finally can get rid of thinking where I would rather to have lunch or dinner because I bought a lot of food and I could either cook for myself or eat outside. I have two choices to pick which one I prefer. Unlike over past couple of days, I only have one choice I could pick. It is great. Beginning tomorrow, I have to clean my room up in order to look comfortable.

        Once I never care about who came to my blog to leave their content or message, but today, I care it. When did I change my thinking and how did I change it? Probably I just wonder whether or not someone else gave me responses, but who knows the exact answer, including me. I hate this feeling. The more I care, the more the despression and disappointment. When did it happen? I still ask myself the same question without stopping. Years ago, I might think that I write journal in order to record everything that happened in my life. However, I seem to expect something happen or someone else. The more the expectation, the more disappointment. It is an appropriate phrase to express and describe my feeling so far. Nothing is better than this phrase.