情定愛琴海

         民進黨主席蔡英文日前表示，由於目前政府政策逐漸倒向中國！因此，不排除在未來的日子內，提出罷免馬英九的可能性！哈～～哈～～好可笑的蔡英文！的確，馬英九的政治政策的確傾向於中國，可是蔡英文有沒想過一個我已經提過好幾次的問題，比較馬政府跟扁政府，扁政府對於國際事務的參與成功率是多少？而馬政府參與國際事務的成功率又是多少？藉由這堆數字，不然發現現在的國際對於兩岸的局勢與認同度，扁政府的機率可以說是趨近於零；而馬政府呢，不能說百分百，但起碼也有五十個百分比吧！馬政府一昧的倒向中國確實會影響國家安全，可是危機就是轉機，紙上談兵已久的兩岸和平、區域穩定，或許能就此出現！政治人物不能只看點，應該朝向面的方向去看！更為可笑的是，蔡英文批評馬政府，應該看看老百姓的心聲，找出人民的不滿並做處理，不能只是一昧的麻痺自己。可是為什麼不管我怎麼看，怎感覺這就是在說扁政府執政的民進黨呢！扁政府有找出人民的不滿？沒有。扁政府有對人民的不滿做出處理？沒有。扁政府沒有麻痺自己過嗎？答案還是沒有。蔡英文蔡主席啊，看來我真應該叫你"菜"主席，我看沒搞清楚民眾的不只是國民黨而已吧！應該還有你們民進黨吧～！還有一個更為可笑的台灣之光，扁政府不懂得知人善用，反而升了一堆沒有用的將軍！哇～全世界絕無僅有、獨一無二啊！扁政府嚴厲批評國軍沒紀律，可是誰造成的？是扁政府。自始至終，始作俑者都是民進黨！蔡英文啊～別再來亂了！讓你們做有比較好的話，今天當家的就不會是國民黨、就不會是馬英九了！為什麼不好好思考為什麼會敗選呢？別再鬧笑話了，否則丟臉丟到國際上的，不是只有你們民進黨而已，到頭來將會是全台灣2300萬的人民丟臉啊！蔡英文真的一點羞恥心都沒有嗎？只會一昧的要國民黨多聽、多看，那民進黨呢？有做到嗎？沒做到的話就不要像隻狗一樣在那亂吠！

        Spring term has already finished for couple weeks. However, I still come to library. Why? Of course, I would like to save more money on electronic fee. Therefore, I come here for air-condition because my electronic fee will be charged almost $100 per month if I open my air-condition. It is too expensive. If this condition keeps going on, I may claim bankruptcy. In other words, I may possess negative assets in both of my checking account and saving account. So, I have to save money all the time in order to deal with this bad situation.

        Sometimes, I think I do not understand persons' thought anymore. They think it is right or it is wrong. But it actually is not big deal. Not only this situation, I sometimes try to do something, but I merely received short answer. People could be mystery. I do not realize at all. Many things could be changed by different kinds of approaches. I try to come up with them, but I never reach it. It seems to be far from my position. Additionally, there still have some question that happened in life, and I have no idea about solving this problem. What happened to me? Everything changes long time ago.  Suddenly, I get lost. No direction to be found.

        Recently, I go back to my initial situation and condition, sleeplessness. How come I always not sleep well? This is a good question. I try to have deep sleep, but it always seems to against my hope. It would not allow the situation happen on sleeping well. Where do I offend it? Why do you treat me like this? Oh~gosh. Come on, would you mind releasing me from sleeplessness? I, otherwise, may have the eyes of panda if the awful condition still keep going on. Actually, since spring term began, I cannot sleep well until now. So, please just leave me alone and let me stay calm. I would not like to be a crazy guy.

        I am a paradox. At least I think so because I always think of something that stays at the same side or different side. Right now, I, for instance, am bored becuase nothing to do in my three-week summer vacation. I hope I could find something that let me feel excited. At this time, I have to clean my room up and be ready to move to new apartment, but I did not. Why? The same reason, laziness. Suddenly, I start thinking whether the decision that I decide to move out is correct or not. However, I, on the other hand, also tired of studying because I need rest and break. I went faster at the end of spring term since spring term began. No idea~~No idea~~. When the semester had not finished yet, I hate it and wait for vacation. But right now, my dream come true. I should be happy. What is the result? I am happy exactly, but not pretty happy. That is why I am a paradox. I strongly believe that nobody could see my current feeling, and neither could I. Now, I just want to ask myself, "What is happening to me?"

        Finally, I can sleep. I slept almost 11 hours. It is two times and one hour the total sleeping hours over past three days from Sunday night to yesterday. I am so happy, but the nightmare, on the other hand, is going to come soon. Whatever, to sleep more would be the best wish, at least for now. Actually, since this semester began, sleep disturbed me without stopping. I can sleep.

        Because I have Finance Leveling final tonight, I have lunch outside. At noon, I saw a person who had retired from WT many years ago at Thai Spicy restaurant. I know him and he knows me too. I am so surprised at that. The professor's name is Welch (I do not know how to spell his name). He is very kind and friendly. He is a tutor now. In the restaurant, he just sat beside me. Originally, I intended to talk to him, but he was talking to his friends. Maybe they are friends. Maybe not. Whatever, I gave up talking to him and pay attention to my meal. Yet, the surprise does not seem to stop. Few minutes later, my friend came. I never thought she would come because she is busy and rarely eat outside. We met each other. Whatever, I only can say that the world is too small. In general, the only place both of us can meet each other frequently is library.

        It is 2:30am on April 4, 2009. Still, I am at lab. I am tired and sleepy. Why? Because I have final exam tonight. And right now, I just take a break in order to wake myself up. Since this semester, I did not stay up overnight yet, but I break the rule. However, I worry about my laptop because I afraid it overheats. I am also fearful of repeating a failure. My last laptop was died because it is overheated. Whatever, I have to go back to shut down my laptop in my break time. But not right now. I need to wait. That is the only thing I can do. At this moment, I just want to say "come on" to myself. Only holding on could push me to finish studying for final exam. I am increasingly getting crazy, right?

        Japanese retail industries innovate their goods and commodities. That is, they give their suppliers numerous orders at a time for whole seasonal products. By this way, the costs exactly reduced. A jean only costs ￥990 because the suppliers is in slack season. Through exchange rate, it only cost less than $350 (All dollar unit are NTD). It is pretty cheap for all residences. As regard business dress, it only costs less than $10,000. Because of this reason, most of the retailers succeed in increasing rapidly in their sales volume, almost double-digital. Facing economic downturn still get incredible income with high growth rate in sales, it is an impossible mission. From this content, we can figure out that Japanese is exact to be the leader of innovation field of the world. It is veritable in innovation. Because Japaneses have good at innovation and excellent marketing strategies plus wonderful global logistic strategy, they, of course, could be the frontier of fashion and successful in marketing.

        This morning, when I was out of home and on my way to library, I forgot many stuffs. First of all, when I was ready to leave before I was outside my home, I forgot my cellphone. Therefore, i went back and went upstair to get it. After that, I put sandal on my feet and went outside. Until the corner, I forgot to shave myself and wear my watch. So, I went back to home and then I shaved myself and wore my watch. However, when I finished these action and went outside again, I have no idea about why I wore my mules. But I gave up going back to change my mules to sandal. What happen to me? I do not know at all. I also wonder why I was in this condition. Was I thinking something else? Exactly, but I never do something like this morning before even though I was thinking something else. It is crazy to make me confuse and it is the first time to do that. At that moment, I thought my brain, my leg, and my heart does no longer belong to mine because it is out of control.

        This phrase has already appeared at campus library for at least one month and the number of phrase has increased over past few days even few months. I do not understand why nobody asked engineer to restore it and just let the computers die. The number of total computers which are available is 18. However, the number of dead computers which indicate the phrase, out of order, is 11. The rate of damaged goods go to 61%. This is a crazy and incredible number on these computers. The library workers ignore this problem, always. Until now, I still do not realize the reason. If it only happen one time, it is not big deal. Yet, the computers in the library are always out of order. The integrated probability equals to the bad weather in Canyon, less than 10%. This is not a special strange situation. The special strange situation is that nobody complain to library workers about this problem.

        Finally, I am done with my case study paper, which is only four to five pages. However, I am not sure whether or not it is fine because I always think there is a problem in my paper. I cannot find the problem. Just get this feeling. I finished my paper that I should be happy, but the feeling about problem cause me not to be delighted. Right now, I think that I do not have much time to revise my paper because I have one finance assignment that is due Tuesday and Wednesday, respectively. Additionally, I have another 20-pages paper I have to turn in next Monday. Besides, at the same day, I have international marketing final, and finance final next Tuesday and macroeconomic final next Wednesday. So crazy. I have a lot of businesses I need to finish. All of them have to finish in one week. Last, I just want to say "Gonna die."

        今天看了體育新聞，SBL的裕隆隊決定罷賽！其實這是很不好的示範！所有的責任都歸咎於裁判的不公！其實，不管裁判怎麼判，各球團都應該遵守，而且裁判也是人，不是聖人，何況聖人也是會犯錯，不是嗎？放眼NBA，不也是常常判錯嗎？此外，SBL前三強球隊分別有所為的裁判黑名單，這就更扯！但這還不是最扯的消息，籃協的默認才是最為鬼扯的！籃協也清楚知道這麼作的確不符原則，可是為了維持SBL的運作，只能摸摸鼻子的默認。這無疑是助長了球隊列出裁判黑名單的歪風，假使所有球隊都如此，那還需要繼續比賽嗎？籃協不能因為有這樣的黑名單就默默承擔下來，應該極力阻止才是！就算SBL無法在運作下去，其實也無所謂！一個國家的籃球最高殿堂都可以鬧成這樣，那真的是很可笑！所以籃協不應該讓這種不具備職業道德的歪風持續下去，明令禁止，才是最好的辦法！只可惜，籃協目前只看到的，是如何讓SBL繼續下去，導致的結果，就是大家現在所看到的！球隊與球員從以前的夜店風波，到這次不懂的尊重裁判，實屬可恥！現在的球員，只注重如何表現自己，如何讓自己成為明星球員，如何使自己成為擁有廣大球迷支持的球員，可是所有人都忘了基本面，這些都是很本末倒置的！可惜，籃協注意到了，卻沒行動；球團不單沒注意到，卻成為幕後的推手；球員的自我意識過於強烈，成為所有一切的製造者！也難怪，台灣男籃的國際賽成績，只能用每下愈況來形容，甚至根本就是其他國的國家隊的靶子，一點反擊能力都沒！因為上至球團、下至球員，他們都被國內冠軍的榮耀給蒙蔽雙眼，在球團與球員眼中，只有冠軍，似乎沒有榮辱之心也沒有關係，因為那已經不那麼重要了！事已至此，換作是我，我寧可觀看WSBL，也要鄙棄、唾棄SBL！因為WSBL的賽事，讓我看到以前中華職籃還健在的景象；而SBL的賽事，讓我看到的只有可恥的景象！

        Recently, I have specific feeling in my mind all the time. It is kind of an emotional expression, but not belongs to love, happiness, sadness, or other significant emotions. I cannot explain this feeling because I do not know where it comes from. It has been deep-rooted in my mind for a long time. I have tried to figure out what it is, but I still do not find the answer to that. Feeling is a special emotion. Everybody could feel it. However, these kinds of the emotions are obvious. In other words, most of the people could explain it; but I believe that nobody is like me. I got lost in this feeling. I have tried to find the way. I have tried to call out. Why? Nobody pay attention to me. I seem to be ignored. Where am I? What did I do? Nothing. I believe that nothing is the best answer for my current question about my specific feeling so far. Yet, it is still there because it will not escape from my heart. So awesome. I try to hide behind something. What things can I behind? The same answer is still there too. Nothing. Right now, I need rescue and I need to call out "Mayday, Mayday" because I am in an catastrophe. Who could explain to me?

        Couple of minutes ago, I saw one of my friends' blog whom I met from another blog. She told me that I could be a writer because I am good at writing. At that moment, I truely want to do that, but many factors do not allow me to write because the first reason is that I do not have much free time, and then second, I think my literary talent is still not good enough. The second reason cause me that I have no idea about how to and where to start my writing. So sad. However, what I would like to write a novel on internet in my life is one of my dreams so far, but I think the dream is a difficult assignment and not easy to make it come true in short-term period. 

        Recently, I still consider if I take my laptop to Fine Art Building to do my paper in terms of my laptop getting hoter when the temperature stays higher. What could I do to make the temperature falls? I do not know how. It is a difficult decision because I do not like taking laptop go anywhere. It is not my habit, but I prefer to use my own laptop. In addition, it is hot in my apartment where influence me to stay outside my apartment and in side other building where has air-condition. Difficulty in making decision seems to be my bad habit because I always would like to possess both of the things. Of course, I know it would be impossible. Yet I still think of it a lot. What is wrong with me? Be carzy.

        Today, I find a strange situation that I could get higher hits for each English journal than for each Chinese journal. I do not understand the reason because Piexnet blog belongs to Taiwan blog. However, there are many foreign people who come to visit my blog. Only few people whose native tongue is Chinese come to visit my Pixnet blog. Wow...it is a really strange situation that I still not understand. Probably I focus on English journal on my Pixnet blog. This is the only one probability I can think of becuase wherever the people in China, Hong Kong, or Taiwan, nobody is used to speak English unless they work for foreign or international enterprises; therefore, they are rarely to read Chinese article or journal because they know my journals on my Pixnet blog are focused on English-writing. Rarely using Chinese to write journals. According to this reason, I strongly believe that this reason would be possible. Of course, my purpose of writing journal is to release my stress or record my real life. Not need to be given a reply from visitors, but it would be fine if visitors would like to leave their messages or responses. I am also so happy to see responses because I could know at least there are many people who are from different countries even from different continents still care about me and try to pay attention to what happened in my real life. It stands for that they are willing to share my life with me.

        Until today, I still think I have at least three weeks left all the time. If my friend did not tell me that we only have two weeks left, I probably may overdue to trun in my paper. Fortunately, I got the news. Time flies, which is correct proverb, is the best description right now. I did not pay attention to it because my life in spring term is to be busy on doing my assignments, taking quizes, and taking a break. So crazy, this semester will be over in a flash. I still do not believe because I strongly believe that it would not be possible. Therefore, I have to work harder on my case with four to five papes and term paper with twenty papes.

        The government of North Korea claimed few days ago what if other countries punish them, North Korea will declare war. However, North Korea never think that they will break peace. In other words, they will have declaration of war with other countries. It is not a sensible announcement because either United Nations or developed countries, such as the United States, may intervene in this issue. Probably at that moment, World War III could be able to happen. For North Korea, it is not a wealthy country. If war happens, residences will be an innocent victim. This act will not only damage the weak national economy but also make people painful. Whichever the government of North Korea pick, the terrible act will bring negative influence to itself even to the world. People are going to be homeless. According to these reasons, the cost of spending will be more than ever. In addition, for North Korea, its political policy will not be real. They should improve the life of residences first, not create satellite. Changing the side to think of, it would not be communism if the government considers this problem.

這一兩天，忠孝東路某些路段，因實施道路施工而採取封路措施，更因如此導致忠孝東路回堵、民眾罵聲連天！其實政府跟民眾都有問題！首先看看民眾，市政府已經提醒民眾這段時間忠孝東路會進行封路整修，希望民眾屆時能夠改道，以取更為暢通的替代道路。然而令我不解的是，民眾為什麼不找替代道路？是因為他們家忠孝東路維修路段上？還是辦事的地方在那裡？又或者是其他原因？講白點，這些根本就是藉口！民眾不願搭乘捷運、不願搭乘大眾運輸、不願行駛仁愛路，或是其他路段，等遇到大塞車，才要來抗議說修路造成的不便。試問，這麼矛盾的情況，到底是誰造成的？市政府已經一再宣導，可民眾卻左耳進、右耳出，不理會市政府的政策、棄宣導於不顧。難道大塞車民眾沒有錯嗎？答案是有的、是肯定的！所以別因為大塞車，造成的回堵，而怪罪市政府！

再來看看市政府。有民眾說得對，忠孝東路是台北市東西向的主要道路之一，也連結了台北市最繁華的商圈，加上路況也不是很遭，為什麼要將錢花在這種地方？真的有翻修的必要嗎？台北市依然有許多路況要比忠孝東路來的糟糕，怎不見市政府針對其進行翻修工程？到底政府把錢花在這種地方作什麼？沒有一個好得配套措施，就貿然進行路面維修工程，實在有失首都政府的魄力！再者，既然要修，為什麼非要雙向各留一條線道，而不是封了整個單向道路？這樣會不會比較好？一條線道，駕駛人真的很難決定要不要行駛？走了，就會造成堵車；不走，那留那麼一條線道要作啥用處？政府的矛盾，真的帶給民眾的諸多不便。況且，除了不便，也很容易造成交通意外！郝市長是不是下了個匆促的決定？郝市長是否沒有做好整個配套措施？這樣的亂花錢，是不是真的很顧人怨？

Abstract

追風箏的小孩，故事時空背景，就從1978年的阿富汗開始！講述了一對12歲的小孩－阿米亞與哈桑，兩種不同命運，卻在某種因素，而彼此都不知情的情況下，結成了好朋友！後來因為某件事情，導致彼此關係的破裂，爾後於1979年蘇聯入侵，使得兩人最終分離！因為戰亂的關係，阿米亞隨著父親，經由巴基斯坦躲到美國；然而，哈桑卻留在阿富汗！10年的時空過去，阿米亞接到了一通曾是他父親要好的朋有的電話，使阿米亞決定回到阿富汗，然這位父親好友卻告訴阿米亞一個秘密，原來哈桑跟他，是親兄弟，而哈桑的兒子－索拉，則是他親姪子！可是哈桑為了守護他的家園，跟自己的老婆雙雙被塔利班政府給槍殺，留下了一位卻又被塔利班政府帶走的兒子，因此阿米亞毅然決定要將他的姪子給救出塔利班魔爪！最後，兩人終於回到美國，過著一種自由自在的社會！

        This afternoon, I went to United Supermarket for everyday products. It not only has been hailing but also is very heavy. At supermarket and I was ready to leave, I met my two friends who have known each other before were there by driving. One was ready to leave just like me, and the other one just came. Therefore, my friend who just came say that she could pick me up to my home. So I told another friend who did not drive me to my home. At this moment as I telling my friend who was ready to leave, a female American woman automatically ask us, my friend just came and I, if we have a ride or not. I heard her tone and know that she may give us a ride. How nice this woman is I never met before, excluding one time I came back to my home with my roommate by walking along with the highway from Wal-Mart. This time is second time I got this experience. People who live in Canyon would never care about somebody else even you are a stranger getting into their car. They are happy to assist you in giving you a ride if you exactly need. As this woman knew my friend drove car, she was leaving. That is why I think American who live here is very nice. Unlike in Taiwan, people may not care about you even though you exactly need because of their personal safty although most of the Taiwanese are passionate.